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Monday, March 14th, 2005
11:00 pm
how do u check-in on a particular community? ive been using lj for awhile, but now im confused all over again.
either way.. this place seems cool. im weird, so i hear.. and im not an insomniac really.. cos i -choose- to be awake at night. i hate going to bed early.. even if i have to get up at 6:30am i cant get to bed til 2:30-3. so yeah.. i like.
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
4:53 am
Help Me God
I can't sleep anymore because ive been so horribly bored since arriving here at ohio university one million months ago.

I watch food network and the critic on dvd ALOT. In fact, food network, the critic, and the vending machine in the lobby, and coast to coast AM (the greatest radio show EVER) pretty much constitute my college life thus far.

I think intense boredom really fine tunes your ability to notice small, otherwise unimportant things, which has helped me craft some nifty journal entries (my humble opinion).

Anyhow. I dont sleep, and im Weird! and therefore! i belong here! and everyone is here is my best friend YaY!

Current Mood: I want my WoW back
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
12:09 am
whoohoo I joined a community! my life now has meaning. haha. well anyway, this seems like a good place for me to be. I am after all both a freak, and an insomniac.

alright...don't really know what else to say. so I'll stop here. byes!
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
4:40 pm
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
8:32 pm

Can anyone design a new livejournal for me :-/ pleeeeeeeease 0:-)

I would greeeeaaaatly appreciate it!!!!

Current Mood: hopeful
Friday, December 24th, 2004
4:11 am
am i still lost
Wow. That took forever to finally figure out how to post. Not the easiest site to figure out. I'm makin it though. Ok let's hope this works. Oh and uh, Yeah rock on..lol

Current Mood: awake
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
9:09 am

Eight years old, She watched them fight
Glasses flew everynight
She stood in silence, hoping it'd stop
Eyes were wide open, her mouth was dropped
Mom shot her a glance, She knew she was there
He didn't stop, he never cared
What really got her was the blank stare
She started to think... that nothing was fair

All the pain, you never knew
She tells you now
Nothing you can do
To stop the ache
Her heart's gone cold
This isn't fake
Now she's getting too old

She's heard it all
Wortheless, Senseless, Hopeless to some
But, guess what? Inside he's the ugly one
Full of hate, and anger towards his own blood
Where else can she find that kind of love?
A father is someone who's supposed to care
Her father was the one who's never there
She needed his love, his touch, his heart
Was she asking too much? Now he's tearing her apart

All the pain, you never knew
She tells you now
Nothing you can do
To stop the ache
Her heart's gone cold
This isn't fake
Now she's getting too old

Mom told her more time, How much more did he need?
She gave him years, she's not going to proceed
He's messed up her life, and she's done with it all
Ask her for more but she's not gonna fall
Yeah, She breaks down, but that's nothing new
It hurts when she thinks about it, but she'll get through
If it wasn't for you... what would she do?

All the pain, you never knew
She tells you now
Nothing you can do
To stop the ache
Her heart's gone cold
This isn't fake
Now she's getting too old
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
3:15 pm
"Outta Sight, Outta Mind" by Me

She's lost inside her bleeding mind
She's coming out, She can't hide
Her eyes are closed, She's letting go
She doesn't know all that you know

You take away all of the grey
He brings it back, what did he say?
You hold her tight, You bring the light
Into her life, You're outta sight, She starts to cry

He opens the door and starts to yell
What are you waiting for?
Save me from this hell
What are you waiting for?
Could you tell me now?
What are you waiting for?
Tell me how...

She's lost inside, She can't get out
She's starting to begin to doubt
Her heart is screaming
Her tears are bleeding

You disappeared, It wasn't clear
All the pain throughout the years
Came flooding back, What would you do?
All I think about is you

When you're around the pain is gone
What are you waiting for?
Tell me where I went wrong
What are you waiting for?
Could you tell me now?
What are you waiting for?
Tell me how...

Current Mood: pissed off
Friday, December 17th, 2004
3:20 am
So today I went to a open mic night in hollywood ca at Karma Cafe and I had fun a friend played and those of you who where in the area missed a good show if you want to check out her music go to www.myspace.com/danakirkendoll
good times!!
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
10:35 am
"Stuck In The Middle Of A Bleeding Heart"
I love you, I hate you
I just don't know what to do
I gave you my heart
and you took it and ran
You tore me apart
as you were holding my hand
You told me no tears
Now you're stuck in my head
I told you my fears
and now I am dead

Don't tell me you love me
if its just a lie
Don't tell me we will be
if its just good-bye

Your eyes see the lies
of your life in my day
My lips tell the story
of someone who's grey
My eyes see the life
of your lies in every way
Your lips tell the story
of someone who's not okay
I wait for your call
While I lay wide awake
For something so small
I begin to break

Don't tell me you love me
if its just a lie
Don't tell me we will be
if its just good-bye

You thought you knew it all
but you didn't know enough
You thought that I would fall
but you're just not that tough
There's a piece of me
that you just didn't get
Sometimes I agree
that we should just forget

Don't tell me you love me
if its just a lie
Don't tell me we will be
if its just good-bye

Forget about it all
Forget what was ahead
Forget about the phone calls
Forget you, I said


Please leave me comments on what you think.
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
6:58 pm
I can't play I try to sing and the one thing I do know is that I write and I am good at it.


IF you like her say something if you live in the Los Angeles and want to see her play Go to the Karma Coffeehouse in Hollywood, CA. SHE IS PLAYING NOVEMBER 17 AT 8:00 PM

Current Mood: lonely
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
11:10 am

...You don't have to think twice...
                                     Do you even think once?

...Do you think your better off alone? ...

...When I think about you it makes me smile ...
                                     Do I make you smile?

...How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad...
                                     I never say the right thing.

    ...I just shouldn't think anymore tonight...

Current Mood: aggravated
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
11:03 am
Empty thoughts mean everything
Do any of you ever feel like you think to much?
How about... do any of you hate thinking?

I have deep thoughts... and I hate them... I wish I could just kill my mind... sounds like a good one? I thought so...

Current Mood: frustrated
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
1:05 am
well howdy doo.

don't wana sound uncool so i'll not say anyhing else :P
bah i just did! bet i'm one of those people already.

ahhh stop talking! erm..


Current Mood: floopy
Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
2:49 am
hello rock fans
hi. i guess i am part of this thingy now...it took me forever to find out how to post messages. still kinda confused...anywho. i liked the same bands it looks like and thought i might try this journal thing. my fave bands include...tool, apc, fear factory, deftones, spineshank, velvet revolver, kmfdm, etc. that is...if anyone is interested, or cares.

Current Mood: apathetic
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
12:20 pm

awesome rock band from chicago, put on one hell of a live show.


amazing band. great lyrics. reminds me of the artistry of the deftones and tool.


another chicago gem, one of the best live acts around.
Saturday, July 10th, 2004
2:35 pm
Seeking independent artists/musicians for independent film
I am currently involved in the production of an upcoming independent film, Mixtape. We are searching for music from independent or unsigned artists to be featured in the film.

more informationCollapse )
Sunday, July 4th, 2004
6:24 pm
wooo look at me joining communities! woooo i should be outside...

Current Mood: unidentified flying objectish
Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
8:03 am
o.O Yo!
Just joint this place......this sounds like fun.^^

"Mommy told me to have some fun,
Kick the boys an make them run.

Kick them till they run for cover,
Don´t forget my baby brother.
How may of them did you get?
One , two, three, four......."

Don´t know where this comes from, but it´s cool......^^

Current Mood: bored
Saturday, April 10th, 2004
7:11 pm
"If you look at the cycles of the moon, it starts as a thin crescent and then gradually waxes until it becomes full; then it gradually wanes back into another crescent and then it is gone. The moon reflects sunlight like humans reflect information. We wax and wane and when we become full moons, our egos are full. We think we have this knowledge when in fact, the information we have is pure. And how it reflects or shines off of us, is something we take credit for as though the moon could take credit for its brightness when, in fact, it is only reflecting light from the sun. We have to understand that we are ego-less just as the moon is without light. It and we are simply reflectors. The ego is not responsible for the information. It can reflect the information in creative ways, but the information itself is pure".

Maynard James Keenan is my hero. ;D

Current Mood: refreshed
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